Many things are going wrong

Well here I am, back again from learning for my Examinations at University. To be honest: almost.
I failed both of them, which means I'll have to pass those examinations in a sort of interview with my professors (as continuation of the written exams, which I failed).
Well, I'm still a realist and I don't think I'll pass the Exam in "Theoretical Computer Science" (which does not mean I'm not learning night and day, though). But I think I'm already giving up hope - feeling bad all day, having dreams about failing those interviews and about having only shortened contact with my "recently" gained friends - it's really bad. As a result of this (I suppose) a new song became my favorite: Apocalyptica - Hope Vol. II ...
It's some sort of expressing the way I feel right now so I felt somehow urged to blog it right away with my feelings.

And so here it is:

Hope

Hope is beauty,
personified.
At her feet,
the world, hypnotized.

A million flashes
a million smiles.
And on the catwalk
she flats in style.

But then there's all of darkness,
our hope lies lost and torn.
All flame like love is fleeting
when there's no hope anymore.

Pain and glory,
hand in hand.
A sacrifice,
the highest price.

Like the poison in her arm,
like a whisper she was gone.
Like when angels fall.

And then there's all of darkness,
all hope lies on the floor.
All love like fame is fleeting
when there's no hope anymore.

Like the poison in her arm,
like a whisper she was gone,
like an angel, angel's fall...

(Copyright © Apocalyptica, Hope Vol. 2)